it's ok

Dear me,

I'm writing this to tell you you're doing just fine. It's ok to cry over something stupid then laugh at yourself later. It's ok that you pay for a Netflix subscription just to watch Shrek every night to get to sleep because you are stuck in the habit and can't sleep without it. It's ok that somedays you don't even want leave your room because of an overwhelming sense of anxiety by everything. It's ok to spend all your money on things from amazon like clay, just so you have something to look forward to.

Life is difficult right now and their is a fear of the unknown looming over us all but I want to tell everyone who has or is suffering from mental health issues that you are doing amazing. Sometimes just existing is enough and you shouldn't feel a pressure to always be doing something. Things will get better but it takes time.

You are doing just fine.